5 years ahead of time!?

I'm really not sure what I'm going to be doing when I finish school, which is in... Two years. I'm 14 years old at the moment, and I haven't decided what I want to do. This is bad. But I've got a few ideas such as; Going overseas to study as well as working at the same time. I'll be 19 in 5 years so... I think it would be the right time to get a job and whatnot. I don't plan on moving out of Bali permanently but when I'm overseas I'll visit during the holidays. Can't stay away from my parents for too long.

I would really like to go to University, but I think I'd have to show my parents that I deserve to go. I'm definitely going to be doing my best for the next 2 years. After high school ends, it's practically all up to me. I HAVE to do something in life, like I can't sit there doing nothing. I mean; Idle hands are the devils tools. Maybe I'll have something to do with music, or producing music. If not, maybe something to do with the law or business/management. I'm planning on deciding next year, because at this point I literally do not know. Fashion, maybe fashion. Ah, I don't know! :(

Maybe I'd also have a boyfriend by then? Hahaha, who knows. But it doesn't really matter to me right now whether I'll have a boyfriend or not. It'll come, eventually, I hope. So yes, hopefully next year I'll be able to plan my life a little better but for now I shall enjoy my life where it currently is. :)